Stony-hearted

Selling this,

2012-02-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

Hi girls (and boys) i'm selling this pair of shorts! Brand new.

There's lace at the sides! I've placed a white piece of paper to show the patterns.

$25.50 mailed

Slightly stretchable

Int pls leave a comment or mail me @ fashienen@yahoo.com.sg

Who says Singles can't celebrate Valentine's Day?

2012-02-15T16:35:00.006+08:00

Pink gifts for Valentine's Day. Perfect cuz i love pink :)

It's funny that somebody always complain about getting valentine's day gift from random people. Are you really irritated or are you just trying to show off? Whatever i get from whoever that is, i appreciate it. :)

Breadtan's birthday,

2012-02-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

- Overdue.
Cake was a fail..... Auntie told me there was minimum cream used but she lied i guess.
The cream was |________________________| thick and we had no choice but to scoop out the excess cream (we hate it cuz it makes us fat)

Love the durian puffs though.

Outing failed cuz of the rain and time. Still, great day though!

A small gift for our friend,

2012-02-08T18:46:00.003+08:00

With dong and hwa @ my place.

Seriously? I hate my hair now. GIRLS, NEVER EVER GO FOR HIGHLIGHTS. It's the worst thing ever sigh!

Pink! Yay i love pink.

Trying to compete whose chinese handwriting is nicer.....obviously mine what heh ok bye!

Sales,

2012-02-02T23:38:00.003+08:00

Went to TANGS with benjamin and his mother! Wanted to get VANS shoe @ a discounted price but sadly there was no size for me... Cuz i have small feet hahahaha! So i kinda went out empty handed... THEN suddenly there was a sudden urge to go to FOREVER21 to get the crop top i wanted to get just 2 days ago! There was only L size and i really wanted to get a sized S one but i couldn't find it at 313 so i decided to try my luck at the F21 at ION!

And i met xiaxue! She's sooooo pretty in real life sigh............... (what a weird ending but yes this post has ended byebye)

The hardest thing,

2012-01-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

The best song ever.

Cross process,

2012-01-28T11:58:00.003+08:00

Just some random pictures taken @ my cuzzie's place.
Lovin' Bt Panjang.

So recently i have not been blogging a lot (about myself) because i was actually very sick. Too sick to get up, too sick to text, too sick to eat and stuff. Currently i'm feeling better but i'm still coughing pretty badly especially when i switch on the fan so...yeah. Anyway i'm heading out soon, gonna head to miss teo's house to bai nian later heheheheh B-) cya!

2012-01-27T01:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i got so happy that i kept smiling to myself and thanking God for being so generous :')
It will be my little secret.... I will tell nobody :) and i will always remember this night.

2012-01-24T13:10:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time, a perfect man and a perfect woman met. After a perfect courtship, they had a perfect wedding. Their life together was, of course, perfect.

One snowy, stormy Christmas Eve, this perfect couple was driving their perfect car along a winding road, when they noticed someone at the side of the road in distress. Being the perfect couple, they stopped to help.

There stood Santa Claus w...ith a huge bundle of toys. Not wanting to disappoint any children on the eve of Christmas, the perfect couple loaded Santa and his toys into their vehicle. Soon they were driving along delivering the toys.
...
Unfortunately, the driving conditions deteriorated and the perfect couple; and Santa Claus had an accident. Only one of them survived the accident.

Question: Who was the survivor?

(Scroll down for the answer. Trust me, it’s worth it)

Answer:

The perfect woman survived. She’s the only one who really existed in the first place. Everyone knows there is no Santa Claus and there is no such thing as a perfect man.

**** Women stop reading here, that is the end of the joke.
**** Men keep scrolling.

So, if there is no perfect man and no Santa Claus, the woman must have been driving. This explains why there was a car accident.

By the way, if you’re a woman and you’re still reading, this illustrates another point: Women never listen
..

2012-01-20T12:02:00.002+08:00

2012-01-16T13:09:00.004+08:00

JAE,

2012-01-14T11:51:00.001+08:00

I hope everything goes well..... :) i love my choices, really, but i really had a hard time ranking them. I'm looking forward to poly life!! :)

Bye-bye,

2012-01-13T12:26:00.002+08:00

Boohoo me bro left :( no more free food no more rants no more free hits no more no more!!!

He's at Sweden now enjoying the snowy weather argh he can also see the northern light THIS IS SOSOSOSO UNFAIR.

A hard time planning,

2012-01-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so mad right now i can cry any moment cuz mom's not being supportive at all. Honestly i hate her tone. I hate her so much when she's being unreasonable. I see the importance of money but hey, i don't wanna go to school unwillingly everyday for the next three years and i don't wanna have a job that i absolutely feel uncomfortable with.

I wanna study veterinary bioscience, or psychology. I don't care what you want me to study because that's what YOU want, not me... Sigh. I think i'm old enough to make my own choices, i'm not your little girl anymore.. Anyway i won't study what you suggested just to please you, because you know what? My heart's already broken many times. Now i work hard for myself... Not for any of you because none of you deserve my hard work, not anymore.

My birthday,

2012-01-11T16:25:00.001+08:00

It was a simple day but i guess i was happy enough?
Caught 'we bought a zoo'. I think it's not bad but once again i won't give high ratings because it's hard for me to really like a movie. Except for movies like Titanic and Mission Impossible and Kickass B-) hm and i didn't realize SOTA is so near to The Cathay.

It's hard to be 17. I miss being 13 because i remember being the youngest in Club 7 and everybody i knew older than me so they often treated me like a younger sister. I love C7...but i sometimes i could be rash and lonely so i did things that caused me to be out of the big clique. That was 4 years ago can you believe it... ?

Anyway back to the topic. I'm 17 now. I need to make choices by myself.. I need to stop acting like a kid(just saying for the sake of saying) and i guess it's time to plan hard for my future.

My 3 wishes:

I want to be happy.
Everybody around me to be healthy
Be with someone who loves me.

Result day,

2012-01-10T16:30:00.003+08:00

Blogging with a confused mind now.

L1R4: 11
L1R5: 14

I was shocked when i first got my results, even now i still find it unbelievable because i actually got A1 for my science and humanities! Honestly i think it's pure miracle :') thank God... Thank all the friends around me especially yongchien, xueni, cheeleong, zhendong and peiqin cuz they were the ones who studied with me and brought me so far :)

Anyway i have not 100% decided where to go but i am glad that i can study child psychology now :) it's just that.... Is it really the best choice? Cuz i wanna earn big money too. Okay maybe not REALLY huge sum of money, but hopefully 4k? 5k? Maybe 1k for Gucci and CHANEL and other blingblings, 1k for dad and mom, 1k on food and other expenses, and the rest, POSB SAVINGS hahaha. (AW JUST STOP THE SCAM THINGY I KNOW I KNOW BUT I DON'T CARE)

Oh yeah was feeling absolutely young that day, COME ON I'M IN UNIFORM HELLO? Age 17! I grabbed the chance immediately and took pictures hahaha but i suck in camwhoring or whatever you call it so stop the "weien doesn't look good in this photo" or "not nice!" or whatever cuz i am still awesome B-)

Later!

Happy Birthday,

2012-01-03T13:12:00.003+08:00

Oooooright i'm officially 17 today. Hm not feeling excited but neither am i feeling down! Neutral i guess i think today is just another typical day because my brother still calls me 'fatty' and 'stupid' teehee! Well but i got $83 (I KNOW! THE AMOUNT JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE) from my family members today which is.....something different from the other days i guess? Hmm currently clueless of where i should go later what do you guys think? (anyway don't bother to tell me cuz i'm going out in a minute) SO BYE PEOPLE!

My lunch,

2012-01-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

Hey its me again i decided to post cuz something nice happened just now! Dongdong and yongchien whipped up a good meal for me omg really happy although we had to eat at the void deck like we're homeless but ANYWAY HERE IT IS

Just look at the size of this prawn! Comparing it with the rice it really looks so big hahaha!

Yummmehhh i think i ate the most, especially the prawns! The food they cooked tasted really good :)

Someone tryna act sexy

Here is dd messaging yunmei hmMmMmmmMmMMMmmmMMmM

Yongchien's golden leg hair

2012,

2012-01-02T13:30:00.008+08:00

" To save money on eye shadow, simply stay up all night. Your eyes will have shadows that are even water resistant. "

The quote up there ↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑ (by Leticia Bongnino from THE NOOSE) totally expressed how i look on 31st/1st!

Have been hesitating whether i should post this because......

I look damn drabbed and sleepy in the pictures my eyes are half-closed omg feeling so pathetic now cuz (look at number 2)
.....THE PICTURES BELOW SUCK ARGH why weien! why can't you just be prettier or at least slim down you FATTY
This post is so boring who will want to visit a blog with lots of pictures of fireworks? If i were you i would rather spam the replay button of the A&F video B-) #ilovehunks

...but anyway i shall just blog them up.

Brandon and i were talking about how photogenic some people are but US? Total fail hahaha i think we took like 20 pictures? I just kept repeating "ee not nice" until i finally gave up ... yeah so there are only 3 pictures of us (unless you want to count our shadows in)

Here are the boys who controlled the stunt kite. Fancy the kites but no way i'm gonna get them i still love my teddy and his parachute hehe damn cute! Anyway we thought of getting jj a stunt kite but i guess its too costly? Mmmm mmmm not worth the price cuz it can't really fly high! In the end we got jj a normal kite but guess what HE LOST IT ARGH WHY WHY WHY

Ok back to the topic here are the pictures of the fireworks..

This is my favourite one hahaha i love C-O-L-O-U-R-S

Shall end my post with this super turnoff picture HAHA LOL i really pity the buidings around the area. Imagine feeling so happy that you can watch fireworks @ such a high level in your office then suddenly your whole window turns foggy. #fail

So goodbye!

The last day of 2011,

2012-01-01T21:40:00.007+08:00

Hello i had a wonderful time with my clique awww i love them :) we were supposed to meet at 9am but guess what time we all finally met?!

12pm

HAHA LOL i set my alarm @ 7am and i DID wake up but.........just wanna sleep for awhile more you know and the time fast forwarded to 8.55am so who could i blame? (the clock of course!)

THIS IS ABSOLUTELY FUNNY HAHA OUR KITE DROPPED INTO THE CANAL but sigh my poor teddy & his (i assume teddy's a boy) parachute :( but no worries cuz after that we gave him a good suntan! yay! B-)

G-r-a-p-e-y zhendong trying to become like taylor lautner! You know, throwing and eating food and treating it as his hobby!

Here's choohwa successfully tryin' to piggyback this 48kg girl with fat arms/legs/tummy/face. That's very sweet but the pictures below? Simply gay :D

#likeaboss

They were trying to mimic how people take pictures in the past LOL @ choohwa cuz he's always pretending to be in a candid photo.

How swelwin will look in hannah's long hair. Hmmmmmm

Honestly honesly who can make an even uglier face than me?

Anyway i think i shall end my post soon i still have photos of the fireworks @ marina bay but i guess this post is way too long? And i'm too lazy to type anymore heehee so good night people i shall post again next time (when i get this lazy bug off my body)

2011-12-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

Headed to the pool today.

Today, you confused me more...

2011-12-29T22:43:00.005+08:00

Are you kiddin' me weien why are you so dumb!?!? Argh one is just standing right in front of you why are you so stupid to look at someone who is so far away? Are you like freaking dumb argh....

I hate myself. I hate being indecisive, i hate being stuck in the middle, i hate to choose. I feel like an idiot. I kept telling myself to hold back but why....? Why is it that whenever my heart died you had to be back? & why were you always the one who killed my heart?

This is getting so irritating.
I need someone to guide me along this tough path. But i'm tired of choosing who to do so because everyone seems so clueless of how to help me. & humans are so freaking annoying because they are so two-faced. Even my closest friend was being an hypocrite so now who can i trust?

Enough ranting. I'm fine.

A promise to myself,

2011-12-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

STOP.EXPECTING.SO.MUCH

Christmas,

2011-12-29T00:26:00.003+08:00

Out with my good friends: ben, brandon and yc.
Merry Christmas... :)

Taiwan,

2011-12-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Some pictures from the taiwan trip

This is the queen's head! if you look real carefully it really looks like one :)

Pushing some cash back to SG

here is my naughty boy!

super cute but spoilt boy :(

2011-12-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Christmas presents :)

2011-12-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Good-bye.
Please @least reply me before i leave, i just need a listening ear.

2011-12-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

Every time i feel myself getting closer to you i must pull myself back.
Cause we're worlds apart, worlds apart.

♥,

2011-12-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

Gosh i got flooded by happiness today :)
thank you thank you thank you for those who have been with me during this tough period. For now i just want to focus on building up a better character for a good change, as well as working hard for my future.

I'm so excited for my results. I don't know how well/badly i will score but argh just let me know!! Then i can start deciding the path to my future :(

Also, thank you God, for guiding me when i was feeling so lost. Whenever i was feeling down, the thought of You just calmed me down... :)

2011-12-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

I understand,

2011-12-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

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Don't pity me anymore...
You have your life and i have mine..
I am sorry for expecting so much.

2011-12-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

you don't understand why i am so upset now..
it's because you don't care. i thought i could tell you everything..

2011-12-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ok i believe the situation is like that now

Go on, go on.

To-dos owing,

2011-12-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

Inline skating
Ice skating
Tanning
Swimming
Kite flying
Cycling
Sun rise
A quiet night out......
Getting a job
Height element

I'm gonna feed cats near my area as much as possible now. Animals shouldn't be strayed in the first place..
I will keep a pet soon!

2011-12-09T10:27:00.000+08:00

Gosh i feel so lucky.... :) i must be the happiest girl in the whole world so why continue to be sad?
Thank you, for all you've done for me. :)

2011-12-05T02:51:00.000+08:00

The night is beautiful. Problems are slowly fading away. I smiled tonight. I get happy texts. I Yes i lost a relationship. But i gained more of your care... I gained more people who are concerned. I gained a special friendship.. & i've seen through many people.

2011-12-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

You are my brave boy. Stay strong :)

Malacca Trip (1),

2011-12-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

Day 1

During our break @ the hotel.
So glad it was edwina and yushan who were next door. And thank god there was a connecting door :)

Friendly match with the Knights AKA Knight Club

Feeling cozy at edwina's room... :) i love going over. Edwina is such a sweet girl.. :)

Day 2

@ the lobby with the girls. Really love edwina! The plaits she tied for me = awesome.

Lunch at a local restaurant...
My favourite dining moment because something made me smile :)

Day 3

This was drawn by natnat....
Really an awesome friend because he gave up his sleep to accompany fongyin and i.

It was a tough night... Sleepless, tired and stressful because a lot of things were running in my mind. But it was the best night ever. It's the first time i got so close to fongyin :) HTHT among the 3 of us was great.. It's funny how we wanted to comfort each other but ended up telling about ourselves..

Nat.

Hahaha my drawing taken by jianyan on the 2nd night.

I know many people are concerned about what is happening.
I know i hurt someone badly. I will give everyone an explanation soon. Meanwhile please give me some time to think through...

Also, to brandon... I hope you understand me. You know i do things for a reason. You know i won't lie to you.. That's why i chose to let go. Please focus on your studies. I will still meet you up when i am free. :)

I hope sunday comes quickly :>

2011-12-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

Aku terus menunggu

Prom 2011,

2011-11-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

Benjamin.
He's not that tall! He just tip-toed because he was afraid i was taller than him that day due to the heels. (reason why the picture was only until the knees)

Miss Teo

Siewmin and Jeslyn

Benjamin, siewmin, yongchien and I!
Got closer through F&N lessons. Just a simple "join us for recess?" made us good friends weeeeee.

Agnes!

Chua Chiangyuen!

Yongchien

2011-11-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's not only you, i'm upset too...

I shall draw...every night... To keep my mind empty.

Positive,

2011-11-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

Viewing life differently.

1) Never be selfish.
2) Treat everyone equally.
3) Ignore all negative comments.
4) Forget the past.
5) Do more good deeds.
6) Be happy.

I'm reading different books now; no longer useless fiction books but.... books that teach me to be a better person, or books that inspire me :) sometimes i read the Bible because it really teaches me many things.

Why? Life has many obstacles. Yes i know everyone can get over hard times but HOW to, makes a difference. Cry every night? No. I'm tired of it... Just when i thought nobody gives a damn, messages came. People care... Stop picking only people whom you want to be there for you, and neglect those who have been with you all these while.

Those people are the ones who ask nothing for return... :)

The 6 points will be a promise.

2011-11-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE SHIT I FORGOT TODAY'S THE 10TH.

Ending,

2011-11-10T13:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY. Exam is going to end weeee but i have done badly for this year's MT paper. Ah screw it just let it be B3 then :(

I miss brandon!

2011-11-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow $5?"

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door...

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often.The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'
Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'
I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love ♥

2011-11-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say...

You mean so much and i'd fix all that i've done, if i could start again...
I'd throw it all away...to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me...

I know that i can't take back all of the mistakes but i will try although its not easy.
I know you believe me cause i would not lie

Don't believe their lies told from jealous eyes. They don't understand..
I'm sorry.
I will break your heart, i will bring you down, but i will have to say..
I'm sorry, it's all that I can say..

2011-10-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

So far math and english are over! Finallllyyyy.
Checked answers for math online and i think i got 85%. Hopefully i can ace it but i don't really expect much because there are too many people with above 90 marks.

ANYWAYS i have become a very very naughty girlfriend who talks back to brandon! Wahaha sometimes he scolds me but who cares he's still so squishy and chubby and huggable! (no link)

Later!

First major paper,

2011-10-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yes i know science practical is also MAJOR. Ah whatever, i screwed up the MAJOR'S MAJOR paper today. Chicken essence does not work, does it :( because it didn't seem to help.
Met dongdong up this morning. Had breakfast and went through formats.

The world is changing....
Two innocent lives killed - Yueyue and another man who was burned alive.

What is going on?

A tough day,

2011-10-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

Really suck when you're down with gastric pain..

It will rain,

2011-10-12T21:51:00.001+08:00

Busy busy busy. O levels coming up real soon.

Please help me to click the advertisements if u see them!

A magic,

2011-10-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend: Wanna see a magic trick?
Girlfriend: Sure dear! :D
Boyfriend: BAM! You're single.

2011-10-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

Yes i was out with him yesterday but that doesn't mean anything.

We are just friends

Whether you like it or not i am still a friend of his. Nothing else, just friends. I hope you can stop controlling him by posting all sorts of things... I really don't know what you want. I'm tired of avoiding a friend i really cherish just because i am afraid of hurting your feelings.

I hope one day you really asks how he feels. Not me.

P/S i have already asked him out to study last week, but he was with you all so he rejected me and we agreed to meet up yesterday. Please be fair... He is not yours. Not that i want to snatch him away from you but i am just asking him out to guide me in my studies as a position of a FRIEND.

& i do not feel that i am wrong.

Trapped,

2011-09-30T16:40:00.000+08:00

Tried posting but just couldn't find the suitable song to accompany me while writing. Ended up finding 'Talking to the moon' still one of my favourite song that i will never get sick of....

Too many things in my mind now that I really don't know where to start with..
Shall post on other days when my mind is not so complicated.

2011-09-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Old town white coffee,
then caught Contagion with ben and yc today~

7.5/10.

2011-09-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

It's not only you who is upset now. Ok?
What matters now is i am the one who is giving up. Never wish to talk about this matter anymore.

2011-09-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GOD OMG I LOVE YOU MUACK MUACK MUACK!! ♥♥♥♥
So glad Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland came out! At least i know A BIT of them woohoooo. Totally screwed SBQ up because
1. Had no time
2. Sleepy
3. Can't infer.

Really horrible hahahaha anyway i hope i pass math this time! Haven't passed maths for *counts finger*....

Teacher's Day Celebration,

2011-09-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

Clique with Miss Teo!

Hahahaha wanted to treat miss teo as a flower but dunno who so stupid spoil the angle!

Had a lot of fun. Hahaha played musical chairs and yongchien and benjamin sang 'One in a million' to miss teo. Tried to challenge vance to see who can solve the rubik's cube first AND HE LOST. Aiya but everyone knows vance~ he never admits defeat hahahaha loooossssseerrr :p he still owed me DRINKS for losing me in POA! Lost to haffeq though! Mine was 1:47 while he's about 30 secs faster than me.

Miss teo + the girls~

A visit to SQPS,

2011-09-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

Had a great time catching up with clique! Still awesome people but many things have changed. Choohwa's got a new girlfriend.. Hannah's so busy taking 'N' levels... Swelwin's no longer THAT close to us. And tianfu's flown to USA... So many things to catch up with but so little time...

Shuqun's not changed much.. Actually i don't know. In fact i'd only been to the canteen and the staff room block. Didn't walk around that much because everybody was busy and gotta go off sigh :/

See the drink i was holding? Hehe keep stealing from brandon's house omg it's my favourite childhood drink i like i like!

6C3'07~

2011-09-08T08:39:00.000+08:00

Mooorrrrnnniiinnngggg~
Woke up, had breakfast and got so bored.. Went online to check on the courses NP and SP offer. So far nothing much interests me except for humans courses. Thinking of entering Psychology Studies or Child Psychology & Early Education.
Thinking of giving up on Early Childhood Education because mum said that the pay is low and it's a tough job.

I promise i will never talk about my dream job anymore because everybody laughs. Always appearing to be strong and tough doesn't mean one does not have the right to love or like something.... Just saying... Sigh.
Having people to doubt your abilities when you are so excited about your future, SUCKS.

Holiday plan,

2011-09-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

Study one topic of every subject everyday.
No fried food/sweet drinks!
No heavy snacks!
Sleep early
100 sit-ups every night.
Drink a looooottttt of plain water.
Eat fruits!

I'm so sad :( brandon's on ITP for 6 weeks and i'm not gonna see him as much anymore. Today is a fine day... Just covered amalgamation and partnership for POA, food spoilage and food label for F&N and did math paper 1... Humans and science to go!
It's gonna be tough but i know efforts do pay off!

2011-09-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

sigh

Yizhang's 18th,

2011-08-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

You don't know admiring it is to see someone that rich :( hai.

Stayed over in Marina Bay Sands. It's so funny to see junhao drunk hahahahahahahahaha omg he was like "i'm ok already, really." and then the next moment you see him slapping another guy lolol!!

During the two days i found out a lot about certain people. Actually, no one is a bad guy. Sometimes people don't mean what they say..they just want attention. So if you are willing to put in a little effort to understand better, you will realise that they are very, very, very good people.. :)

Anyway, i really enjoyed the trip, although i don't know whether i am in the position to comment about it because i'm still an outsider after all. :)

P/S Billy Bombers' foods are horrible!

Their crispy chicken is soooo "crispy"
Unsalted fries
Raw tasting ribs
Stale fishes.....

The worst thing about BB is their blue cheese..... God we had the ugliest face when we ate it it was so disgusting...

That was my 1st trip to BB, had never been there before and the 1st impression they gave was so terrible i definitely won't visit there again!

A dream,

2011-08-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

Looking at my archives, i realized i used to draw a lot....

What has stopped me..... ?

Separated,

2011-08-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

To do list:

- Swim

- Blade

- Ice-skate

- High element

- Plan my meals

- Solve a rubik's cube in 1 min.

- Finish my maths TYS

- Win yc in maths

I just viewed your Facebook profile. It's very disappointing.... After all these years of friendship, you still chose to be with the others.. Remember how we used to walk to school together? Remember our 'expensive' shop? Remember you saying that you wished we could meet more often? Remember how you didn't want us to break up because every one of us would be busy for o levels? Remember the time where we confessed to each other, saying that we would be there for one another?

I really hope you DO remember. Seeing you always not free for us and are always with your other cliques, we really felt that we don't know you already...

Sigh, we miss you....

2011-08-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

*misses* :(

Neoprints,

2011-08-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

It has been 3 years since i had last taken neoprints! Omg i feel so young :p (and cute)

ECP,

2011-08-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

6 August

Went inline-skating @ East Coast Park.

Town.

Flea market.

*SCAPE.

Old town white coffee.

Horoscopes,

2011-08-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

NEVER believe in 3 people: Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces. They are the most selfish and mean.

NEVER lose 3 people: Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. They are the most sincere and true lover.

NEVER leave 3 people: Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. They can keep secret, friendship and they can see your tears.

NEVER reject 3 people: Leo, Gemini, Aquarius. They are true honest friends. :)

What's your horoscope?

2011-08-04T19:31:00.000+08:00

"Love is like a rubber band
We keep pulling
Someone lets go..
And it hurts the one who held on.."

Yongchien's 16,

2011-07-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Team fate.

Butcher yeo

Renoma fans

Happy boy with his presents :)

2011-07-24T06:21:00.000+08:00

You're just a disgusting two-faced girl.

Stanley,

2011-07-17T06:00:00.000+08:00

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I... Got out of bed at all..

The morning rain clouds up my window.. And I can't see at all.
And even if I could, it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall...it reminds me that it's not so bad...
It's not so bad...

Stanley.

Disconnected,

2011-07-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Girls are like bluetooth, they are connected to you when you are around and when you are gone they find new ones but boys are like wifi, they are connected to different devices.

2011-07-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

Everything is so screwed up!
I need you :(

Jumble,

2011-06-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

With the SP Tchoukball girls.

With brandon.

Out to watch adeline's tchoukball friendly match with RVHS.

Holidays are ending. Gotta start studying..

Late,

2011-06-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

Good night people.
Hello Brandon.

Brandon,

2011-05-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hello baby. Know why i wanna choose this picture? (because selvyn's hot woohoo)
I'm so happy right now because i'm still able to be with you, the most awesome boyfriend ever.

Hee.
I love you Brandon. ♥

Sorry,

2011-05-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

I miss you.
And i'm sorry.

Daphne's birthday celebration,

2011-05-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

Went to Peperoni Pizzeria to celebrate daphne's birthday with brandon's family. In case you don't know who is daphne, it is brandon's sister. Lol.

Anyway the environment is good. See the drawings behind us? They're all drawn by customers, like us! Instead of using cloth, paper was placed over the table. Crayons were also provided. Such creative idea...

Happy sick and unwell boyfriend and i.

Daphne and Danny.

Cheryl and Oscar.
Anyway the pizza's E N O R M O U S
Really awesome!

That's what i drew hahahahahaha cute i know~ like me!

PLEASE CLICK ON MY ADVERTISEMENT IF YOU THINK I AM SEXY (LIKE MEGAN FOX)

2011-05-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hungry,

2011-05-04T16:25:00.000+08:00

I was thinking about food
Thinking about meat
Thinking about us
What we're gonna eat?

People I miss,

2011-05-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

Tchoukball B' Div Tournament 2011,

It was a pity because we lost to Bendemeer twice. But it's ok? Because we tried out best. At least we have no regrets..
Thank you girls, for working together well.. :) I'm happy because we still managed to get a 2nd place for my last year.. :)

Anyway, i got to meet anchi together with siewru and hengqi. Headed down to sentosa and we walked aaaaallllllll the way to the underwater world to find anchi. It was a bad walk! Because the weather was so hot and we were sweating profusely.

It was kinda awkward for me to talk to hengqi and siewru at first because we have not been contacting each other for many years, so it was quite hard for me to approach them and start a topic. But luckily hengqi was still friendly and we managed to talk about some things especially girls we hate hahaha.

Anyway it was still a good day and i was happy to meet anchi because she was one of my best friend back in primary school. So glad she hasn't changed.

6th,

2011-04-10T17:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th month to my dearest boyfriend hehehe i love you so so so so much like how much i love pets and chocolates and icecreams and bolster and my dolphin yay i really enjoyed days spent with you because they're just WAY too awesome and i'm sorry for being unreasonable at times (everytime actually) but i will try to behave well and listen to you alright aww i miss you so much now i wish to hug you so tight right now :( love you.

High hopes,

2011-03-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

Now i finally realize..

You have never been proud of me.

Seems like..whatever i do is never right. How do you want me to be confident, successful, proud, when all you can do is to put me down.. ?

Seriously, this really sucks. Can't you praise me FROM YOUR HEART for once? Can't you give me a good night kiss? Can't you say that sometimes i behave well? Can't you motivate me when i am feeling dejected?

Have you ever asked about how much i suffered at home?

Have you ever questioned about my troubles?

Have you ever really noticed how much i dislike being with the family?

No.

This really hurts.

A lot.

I hope this time will be the last time i'm getting disappointed, because i'm never going to care anymore. Eventually i will be numbed.. I guess i was just pinning high hopes on something that i will never, ever, ever, ever get.

One day,

2011-03-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna leave this house.

Further,

2011-03-23T19:14:00.000+08:00

Actually, sometimes... I feel that i've lost you. And we're so far apart from each other...

I want,

2011-03-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

Isn't it a beauty....... ?

Teen Games 2011,

2011-03-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Congrats girls for working well! That's why we were able to achieve the 1st position! :)
I was so happy. I jumped and hopped around whenever we scored a point. The guys got a 2nd. And Crusaders got a 3rd!

I wonder if i will still continue tchoukball after i leave JVS....

Coolest things,

2011-03-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

Coolest mats and carpets

Coolest coffee tables

Moss

Coolest doors

Coolest switches

I laughed at this!

Coolest door bells

Eyeball!

Coolest finger paintings

Coolest graffiti

Coolest hairstyle

Coolest money artworks

HAHAHAHAHA LOL!!

Coolest houses

House full of stairs

Coolest things,

2011-03-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

Coolest balloon sculptures

A keyboard

Coolest bedrooms

A pool in the room.

47,000
Just for the bed.

Coolest bus advertisements

Coolest cakes

Never dared to cut them open

Coolest calendars

A trim,

2011-03-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, before going out to visit my grandmother who is currently hospitalized, i kinda cut my fringe. Well it turned out to look somewhat like bangs but it's not.
NOT
NOT
NOT
NOT
NOT
NOT
NOOOOOOOT BANGS. Hai.

Well i know my new fringe doesn't suit me or whatever i think so too but i don't really mind now. In fact, i'm quite happy though.. I don't have to get irritated by my super long fringe which made me look like a CAL (aka chao ah lian) so ya!
I hope it'll grow a lil longer though, like 1cm more so that i can push it to the side instead of making it look like B.A.N.G.S. Don't be mistaken, thinking that i dislike bangs, i actually do like bangs just that i think i'm just not the cute type.

Hahahahahahahaha why am i just posting about my hair!? TeenGames Tchoukball was G.R.E.A.T, decades since i last exercised (just kidding but it feels like so) so today i felt really awesome (although i'm 24/7 awesome) because i ran and jumped a lot.

Shall carry on with my coursework now and probably take a nap because i slept late last night, or rather to be said, this morning.
Later!

An accident,

2011-03-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Just this morning, around 1am, i was happily chatting with brandon on MSN when my aunt came to my window and told me that my grandmother had slipped in the toilet. Worried and shocked, i hurried over to her house (which was just next door) and saw her lying on the bed.

I was so upset...
It was a bad fall. She was trembling so hard and it was so OBVIOUS that it was painful. But she told me it wasn't and of course neither of us believed.

Well the reason why she fell was because she needed the toilet in the middle of the night and did not want to wake the maid up so she went into the toilet herself. It was damn silly and i was so mad at her because she couldn't even walk properly yet she insisted to do it herself without help.

We called the ambulance and she's currently in the hospital i hope she's fine and did not fracture any part of her body :/

Caught this just now, really liked the part where jaden's family cheered for him they're really so proud of him aww he's such a talent!

A song,

2011-03-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

I was pretending to be asleep when brandon sang this because i really really really really like to hear him sing! Awww i really wish that one day you could sing a song for me baby i really really really wish so :( .....

Future,

2011-03-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'm talking to agnes now. She's such a sweet girl! :) Can hardly find a girl who shares the same thought as me :( girls are really so so so sensitive.. They don't show it doesn't mean they really don't mind or care.

Today is the 6th of March. Time flies. I've spent almost 5 months with brandon.
I have never regretted being together with you.. :) till now i still find it unbelievable that i could actually be with you because everything about you is just simply awesome.
Love your character, your family, your dressing, your looks... Everything.

I realize i become a happy girl whenever i am with you.. Thank you baby, for colouring my dull life. I never have to think about the past anymore and i know i have a future to look forward to. I want to marry you when i grow up. We will then have a nice house, and we will decorate it. I will watch your mother catwalk everyday and give her many many many positive comments. I will be seeing you every morning when i wake up. I will eat whatever you cook. I will receive good night kisses from you and be tucked to bed every night, then i will hug you to sleep.... :)

I will be very, very, very, very happy.

Misses,

2011-03-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone.
You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell

Old days,

2011-02-26T20:36:00.001+08:00

Love 0:38 onwards!

Again,

2011-02-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

Another disappointed night.

Mixture,

2011-02-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

Today,
i am happy.
Because i talked to chiangyuen on the way home!
I think he's a super super nice guy and no doubt of him being one of my most awesome friend ever!! Definitely miss sharing songs and videos and happy moments and sorrows with him! Also, i miss those times we hung out together!

Today,
i am sad.
Ironically, there are friends who disappointed me today. :] it's ok. I won't say or do anything but i guess i will keep my thoughts about today in mind. Perhaps you are just putting a show. Fine, i will act along with you. Be it a quick ending, or endless series, i'm always cool. Getting audiences to pity you because your acting skills are so great, fine too. You can always be the victim while i be the villain. Lol. Because the truth will eventually be out.

And that will be the final happy ending.

I'm not being a bitch here but i really had enough. Keeping quiet doesn't mean anything.
Patience has its limit, and my patience has been stretched thin.

You are still my friend though. But i guess it doesn't matter because to you, i'm nothing? Haha.

Life is so realistic.

People become apple-polishers when they need help, and then become a immediate stranger when there is trouble. Lol. Oh well this is life.

3 more hours and i will soon be in tears.

It's like a cycle. Everyday.

Life.

2011-02-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

How many in this world

can understand

how i feel

when

i'm

on the way home?

Everyday
Is
Hell.

How many can understand?

One in a million,
billion,
trillion,
zillion,

or none?

2011-02-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

Can't help but to cry